@ 4:04 PM
yesterday felt so empty.no one licking my face as i opened my eyes
no one jumping about and biting my ankle.
no one growling at me to go down and eat my breakfast
thank God i went to the library
and took my mind off him for a while
on the way back
i took a different path
and arrived at his burial site
shit. i suck
for some reason i started crying again
and it was then i realised my ezy link card wasnt with me
so i ran out
in search of it and besides
it was another reason for me to be alone
i sat in front of the television
halfway through the programme
i just said its name
i was waiting for him to come jump onto me
but no one came
i suck
at night
dinnertime
i kept a portion of my food for him
waiting for him to come and beg me for it
but no one came
i went to my room and cried
i was waiting for someone to scratch my door open and come in and comfort me
but no one came
this morning
i kept my eyes close
waiting for someone to come lick my face to wake me up
but no one came
i took out the dog food i bought
and opened it
waiting for him to come jump excitedly
begging me for it
but no one came....
living things were created to die....
