WHERE WAS MY HCI BOYFRIEND ON THURSDAY/FRIDAY WHEN I HAD TO BRING EVERYTHING HOME?
HMPHHH

today was so boring. ok lar nt really. we went to j8 to fotocopy our stuff and i got my honey sticks. i <33333 honey sticks. i just rmb. you know my previous post of sumtink i spelt honey as hunny cux i tot of pooh and and and i tot tad was how to spell honey :/ then it was tuition. oh wow. the hwa chong nanyang war started again can. sheesh. thanks alot ah. bloody hell. hmph. i shall be nice. go to church and pray tomorrow. im like expected to NOT hate the ^%$#$ person after class every week lar. sheesh. wah kao. then then then. i missed the party lor :( and your plant is dying btw... HAHAHA
and tad was probably all lar. i think.
i lost his key chain again. die :/

im happy again.
i was mad.
i was angry
and i vented my fustrations on alot of people i care and love ):
im so sorry...
i only know
i was so mad
i took my seed(REMEMBER THE ONE I WAS SO KANCHIONG ABOUT? ONE FIVE KNOWS)
and pulled it out of the soil
then took it out to "admirer" abit
then i good mood then i went to place it back
i hope it isnt dead yet :/

i dunno wads rong wif me.
i dunno why i cried
i only know tad everyones blaming me for not doing stuff that im suppose to do
not seeeing me do it doesnt mean tad i did not do it
stop blaming me for this and that and everthing
what is this...
some game?
very fun ah?
wherever i go.
theres always someone doubting i studied or mugged or wadever shit
i did and will
because i know the consequences of not doing well in my end of year
i know what will happen to me
and im happy where i am
and i will do what i know is right
so just go away
and leave me alone

THREE LOLLIPOPS...
and counting...
ONE FROM KAH <3333
ONE FROM DELWYN ((:
ONE FROM STEPH <333
haha. well. today rocked. if only jessica came with us to the library...
GET WELL SOON KAHH <33333
I THINK i saw the bishan gay today O_O like omg larrr
so anywayyyyyyyyyyyy well. today. i knockedd steph the handphone on the floor
and if flew like wad? 5 metres?
then right.
this group of ri guys were there
so one ri guy picked it up
stared at the screen
the in a SUPER FUNNY FACE(like you know. those shen qing expression on tv)
"your phone. you got message."
then steph was like thank you
and we turned around and luff like shit
then then
we went back
then gt this grp of 3 guys
one was carrying a PINK pencilcase
then one of them was saying: stop swinging ur pink pencilcase around leh. i know u r the bishan gay!! ><><
HAHAHA damm tooot
LALA.

awwwwww i love love love love TOTALLY LOVE birthday parties...
but im gonna miss one...
DUN WORRIE (:
i got ur present le.
its in the "developing stage"
damm cool.
but i think i added too much water :/
its drowning
i shall go kope more soil from nanyang later on :/
shhhhhhhhh
jess's sick
bleh
geog's cuming
so is history
and math
and science
and chinese
and english
but im still happy
i dunno why
im mad
but i dun mind being mad
at least im mad happy
wahhaha
my lollypop is so cute
will be consumed once training starts (:

i live in a desperate third world country... totally... today.. i wrote my letter of gratitude and placed it in a life bookshop bag with a chocolate bar(shaped of goldbar wif GOLD cover. damm nice). then when i came back. it was GONE. wah lao. u despo people out there. give me back my letter man... made me re write it... :( anyway. i got it done and got it exchanged for a lollypop!! yay. though i feel very very very bad.. ): cause i lost his chocolate. and he got nutink. AWWW. but but but. im so nice. wahhaha. anyway. i went to kope soil from nanyang today :X wahhaha. then i used zexin's pe shirt to keep it warm by wrapping it arnd the can. im a pro can. anyway. i was kinda slow. on the way to j8 then i realise i left the plant outside the class. which means the cleaner will throw it away. and i was like O_O thank God for ruru man!!! >< wahhaha. then erm. was being slow. dunno why. im always slow larr. oh you know you know. i have a deep and dark secret...

which is. im probably the only one without a deep and dark secret. lalala

GUESS WAD!!!
hahaha. DELWYN BOUGHT ME A CROSS KEY CHAIN TODAY.
hahah. and i was on the verge of losing it. i always seem to ALMOST lose the stuff he buys. i dunno whyy. aiya. anyway.
PRAISE GOD
cux right. I GOT MY WALLET BACK!! ((:
and to think. this time i lost it. i wasnt even nervous about it cux there was like a voice telling me that i will find it back. same as last time at j8 too!! >< hah when i was wif 6C ppl.
OH. you know. WE ARE GONNA BOOK A CHALET AT THE EOY leh!!! for class party!! ><
oh yay im so happy im not even nervous for end of years which i shud be. WAHAHAHAH ><

one fine day during lessontime...
ri guy: wad do u call sumone hu sells fish?
acsi guy: fish monger...
ri: then wad do u call someone hu sells chicken?
acsi guy: chicken monger...
how spartix. the classes i am in.. tsk tsk tsk.

SHEESH JONATHAN. GET A LIFE. seriously.. running outta school.. you think tads cool? you suck man. only a fool would think its cool. please.
DO NOT ACKNOWLEDGE ME IN PUBLIC. as far as im concern. i know nicholas. but i dunno you. bet u dun even read my blog. but if u do. this might WAKE YOU UP YOU IDIOT. you term of COOLNESS. SUCK.
totally suck. i dunno you. you go away. i never liked the people u hang out wif in church. i wonder what u EVEN go church for... sheesh.. making urself out to be SO NICE AND HOLY AND SUCH A GOOD CHRISTIAN...
A GOOD CHRISTIAN DOES NOT RUN OUT OF SCHOOL LIKE TAD.
darn shit. you just dun geddit do you? dammit.
you think its COOL being a gangster/ahbeng?
you moron.
and ur language in ur blog. ITS ATROCIOUS.
and i mean it.
come on.
EVEN IF you wanna scold all the vulgur words.
AT LEAST GET THE SPELLING RIGHT?
sheesh.
oh God give me strength.
for having a cousin like that.
gawd i tink im gonna faint or sumtink.

oh tad stupid annoymous. tagged at sarahlee's blog. i wonder God's purpose in creating the word ANNOYMOUS. nah. ANNOYMOUS is definitely a devil's "masterpiece". definitely. no matter how bitchy/bad/mean she is (she isnt ok!!! just examples), theres no reason for u to do wad she did. and wadever mistakes she makes are not urs. so why shud u care? GAL sucka. in case ur teeny whinny brain doesnt allow u to understand GAL. it simply means GET A LIFE. sucka.

1. Single, taken or crushing?
wah lao single lar
2. Are you happy with your life now?
yea. xcept 4 the eoy
3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast?
how i know. siao.
4. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
yes. ashlee angel parker broke my heart when he left me for his ugly and whiny wife
5. Do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
siao. yes. if u wanna go hell.
6. Would you take someone back if he cheats on you?
siao ah/? and be cheated again? wah lao. i gt brains can!!!
7. Have you talked about marriage with another before?
got. my teddy bear. does tad count? OBVIOUSLY NOT. im oni 13.
8. Do you want children?
ew no. they are irritating disgusting brats. most of them anyway. i dun wanna raise an irritating brat. i'l just kidnap some cute little angel and then raise her/him
9. How many?
tell u i dun wan liao
10. Would you consider adoption?
tell u i dun wan liao!!!
11. If someone likes you rimght now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings
buy me sunflower seeds!!! and bring me go shopping!!
12. Do you enjoy getting in relationships?
no. waste of time. wah lao.
13. Be honest, what is the furthest you and your ex did
=.= wth qn is this?
14. Do you believe in love at first sight?
YES YES. me and my FUTURE ang moh boyfriend
15. Are you romantic?
i have no idea...
16. Do you believe you can change someone?
yes of course. im so influential (:
17. If you could married to somewhere, where would it be?
in a discus cage!! obviously not. so hot. somewhre tad got air con!!
18. Have you ever broken a heart?
got. jessica one. she always say i break her heart. siao one tad girl. so many hearts to break.
19. If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy you're deeply in love with, what would you do?
wah lao. if tad guy is an ang moh i go get other ang mohs. if tad guy is a chinese i go get an ang moh.
20. Are you missing somebody now?
YES!!!

thanks darling---
wahaha. i wan a big big pack of sunflower seeds!!!!
no larrr. its okkkk. cux u shud save ur money... for erm. after eoy!!! we go out kay??
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wahha. you know. i LOVE history. BIG MAC AND HIS HISTORY. wahaha. but today we had extra lesson. i bought lip gloss for zexin for her bday. (everybody goes O_O) wahaha. then im gonna FORCE her to use it. heyy!! at least i betta than shuting can!!!! FBTS SUMORE. CURVE CUT LEH. and DAMM SHORT. wah lao. haha.

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i diden know delwyn look like tad.
he looks like _ _ _ _ _ _ _
wahaha. damm alike lar!!! i tink oni i noticed. cux i rock (:
u sucka i gt blog HAPPY stuff ok~!

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my darlings in cedar are having EOY. goodluck dear!!!!
we shall go SHOP AND SHOP after eoy.

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JOSHUA I PROMISE U I BRING YOU OUT AFTER UR EXAMS OK? WE SHALL WATCH A MOVIE AND CRAP AND EVERYTHING!!! ((((:

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SOTONG!!! me and my debut album!! ><
wahahah. thanks 4 the lollies (:
you RAWK (:

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i love my life. hate my eoy. love my friends. hate my teachers. love my coach. hate my studies. love my seniors. hate my enemies(if i have). love my cca.


stupid teachers if u r reading this. you have NO proof i hate u cux my profile aint there!!!
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wahah. i HATE that FAT HORRIBLE and FUGLY ALIEN
*&^%$!@%&^%$
damm her!!!! hmph.

you know. zoe was saying that her gym fwen was giving time extension becux of gym fiesta then when her fwen pass up even wrote say her work was late becux of gym fiesta and tad E.T gave extension and you know wad? tad FUGLY alien wrote ok and then deducted her marks!!!

bloody shit.

rena is mad. i was saying I HATE ET.
then she looked at me in a disbelief face and said
HOW CAN YOU HATE ET? I LOVE LOVE LOVE ET!! AND YIKKIE TOO!! then she went high wif her yikkie rock again -.-

wahaha. tad freaky choir person!!! lol.

erm. then. today. stupid ET made us clean the art room.
i bet its HER job lar. then she lazy to do then she ask us do. then the retarded jieshin was saying. we pay skool fees everyday then still make us work ...

wahhaha. then hor. assembly ALWAYS sleep de can!!! *$%^$ sleep sleep sleep. WTH.

and and and. not to be mean or anything. but DDC* and ET hor. erm. the shirt have to pay MORE. cux use MORE cloth. wahahah.

wah lao one five damm suay can? got her.. GOD I PRAY ET* WUD GO ON MATERNITY LEAVE SOONER. PLEASE GOD.

*names have been changed to protect identity of victims

wahaha. sunflower seeds rocks man. i wan i wan i wan. (:

HINTS***********
get me for the fun of it. i'll love you for it (:

wahahah. you know. i bought the PINK shiny pouch today. jess and the others dunno how to appreciate it... oni sarah appreciates it... hmph... anyway... cough wasnt here today.. and we were like "mr chiang ur BEST student not here today lehh..." we are damm mean larr... haha. but we meant it as a joke larrr.. we are all gonna change our nick to ALL HAIL QUEEN YIK... wahaha

val darling...
what happened?
dont be sad ok?
cause we still love you...
well.. at least yikheng and me.. (:
no matter what... you always have us...
i dont understand why people try to be strong..
if im sad.. i cry...
if im happy.. i laugh and smile...
if im angry.. i scream...
my 3 simple emotions.. sad.. happy.. angry...
its really quite simple...
i love you darling...
and you know it...
you are really nice and sweet and kind...
why cant you just notice your good points??
please..
you must zhen zuo qi lai(i know my chinese sucks but tads TOTALLY beside the point)
cux EOY are coming..
and i dun wanna let this affect ur performance...



will just be there silently praying for you....

today tuition was retarded. janelle joined us but think she was sick lar. wah lao her fingers were BLUE can. O_O

haha. then erm. was ok lar. yunrui was wearing her YELLLOW HOUSE SHIRT. eeyer. lucky ny dun hv house shirt. skarly we get a YELLOW one lar. i then dun wan man. apparently. they went to clean up the beach. wahaha. why ny dun hv one ahh?? haha. i also dunno...

if ny is gonna kick out someone, im gonna be the first one to go ><

i found out that...

MY ART ISNT THE LOWEST!!!!

like. O_O

whoo hooo!!!

oh yea babeh. just keep rocking.

you know. my house nearby the security guard told me nanyang is haunted. he worked there once but quitted when he saw the ghost. apparently it was this female ghost who will look at one of the third floor cameras and stare straight at you. with her LONG WAVY HAIR covering her face. and he also told me the statue at the audi there will really laugh at you when you look at it closely and when you're alone...

wow. creepy.

i hate art

9.17


tads my effing score for art for term 3

oh well. i shud have passed up my work

but art is USELESS.

totally.

mr lim is retard

just now i walked pass his class wif goof and sotong

then. we were talking.

then he was like "shuddap claire"

and when i was running back to class

he saw me and said "ah lian!!!"

whatever can~

bleh

wahaha. you know. im like. gonna miss church on friday ):

my HOF....

bloody shit.

i already missed the movie.

I WANNA WATCH THE MOVIE CAN

bloody shit.

you know. my sister is STUPID. really.

her: eh claire. why cannot play one??
me: got on anot?
her: got...
me: got on speaker anot??
her: got...
me: got connect speaker anot??
her: got..
me: got play anot?
her: playing... eh come here lehh..
and at this time. i HAD to go to her and miss my SHUAI GE on tv.
and... SHE WAS PLAYING A VCD ON A CD PLAYER..

stupid. stupid.

you know. i suck. as in. seriously. you know. cause i heard delwyn got lung infection and you know wad was my first reaction?? i laughed. like. omg omg omg. i suck can. i LAUGHED. like. how heartless is that? wow.

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i love love love love love love love love love love love love love love the fact that im going to earn easy money. yea babeh. all i need to do is get info on chew jinghao and POOF! 5 bucks for mua. (: wow man. i love this. totally.

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and you know. ok fine you dunno. erm. i did like. ALL my homework can. like. omg. record record. everyone clap for me. haha.

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chocolates are good for you. they make you think.

STUPID JOSHUA.

i hate you joshua.

stupid joshua. do you HAVE HAVE HAVE to be taller than me huh??

how tall are you???

ans: (going to be) taller than you

STUPID JOSHUA. cant you be like NICHOLAS? see how much i LOVE AND ADORE HIM HUH?? sheesh

i think. the highlight of yesterday was...
1) my cousin's retarded boyfriend. wahahha. retard+retard=super retard. ><
2) my auntie scolding my cousin:"wah nicholas i tell you you got problem lar. last time you too fat no one recognise you. now so skinny also no one recognise you.
3) my other cousin thinking the garlic for popiah was apple sauce and thus added ALOT into his popiah. and in the end. he threw his popiah away while his brother laugh:"you stupid lar you. where got people eat popiah with apple sauce one?"

wahahah. i love my cousins

you have NO RIGHT. i repeat. NO RIGHT. to stop me from going to church. effing shit.

mum: michelle boyfriend coming tomorrow?
cel: yea. why?
mum: erm. nothing
cel: at least better than shawn coming right?
mum: who's shawn?
cel: the FAT acs guy.
me:WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

ITS SUCH A BIGHT AND SUNNY DAY TODAY.

i shall be happy. i shall be happy. i shall be happy. i shall be happy.

yesterday felt so empty.
no one licking my face as i opened my eyes
no one jumping about and biting my ankle.
no one growling at me to go down and eat my breakfast
thank God i went to the library
and took my mind off him for a while
on the way back
i took a different path
and arrived at his burial site
shit. i suck
for some reason i started crying again
and it was then i realised my ezy link card wasnt with me
so i ran out
in search of it and besides
it was another reason for me to be alone
i sat in front of the television
halfway through the programme
i just said its name
i was waiting for him to come jump onto me
but no one came
i suck
at night
dinnertime
i kept a portion of my food for him
waiting for him to come and beg me for it
but no one came
i went to my room and cried
i was waiting for someone to scratch my door open and come in and comfort me
but no one came
this morning
i kept my eyes close
waiting for someone to come lick my face to wake me up
but no one came
i took out the dog food i bought
and opened it
waiting for him to come jump excitedly
begging me for it
but no one came....


living things were created to die....

*forced laughter*
im an idiot.
yesterday.
i stepped into fairprice.
with the intention of buying some toy for my other dogs.
however.
unknowingly.
i went and picked up his favourite treats.
unknowingly. i paid for it.
as i stepped out.
i wondered
why the hell did i do that for? he's already dead...
fcuk.

you wont be there waiting for me at the door when i reach home
you wont be there lying on my leg when i turn on the television
you wont be there sitting beside me quietly whenever im sad and in my room
you wont be able to look me in the eye and come sit by me whenever i cry
you wont be there to bark at my sisters or family or maid whenever they come too close to me
you wont be there to beg me for food
you wont be there wake me up during the holiday mornings
you wont be there to jump about whenever i come back from a long walk
you wont be there to lick my face
you wont be there for me to bring you for a walk




im a horrible person.
you were out there. lying lifelessly on the ground and WHAT THE HELL WAS I DOING? having my effing dinner
i never cared.
i never bothered.
i SHUD HAVE CARED
i SHUD HAVE BOTHERED










i wan you back....

the tears keep flowing...




i need a hug...

what the hell is rong with me?
oh darn shit. claire you suck. totally. you suck suck suck suck suck suck suck suck suck suck.
dun ask me what is wrong. i'll get a banana and smack it on ur effing head. buzz off and shoo. eff.

i feel bad. i haven been appreciating the people around me. and im not being sensitive to their feelings. AT ALL. oh darn shit. claire. you know wad? you suck. totally. im a bad bad bad bad person. i shall go and confess all my sins.

where is my bible? i haven been reading it in AGES. and i MEAN AGES. i mean. argh. i shall go reflect. on my stupid behaviour. i diden mean to ignore u and ur smses. really. im sorrie can! i am a horrible person. now's your turn to ignore me. i totally geddit. i get wad u mean... totally...

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